DISCLAIMER: SOME GRAPHIC LANGUAGE
It is not fair.
Life is not fair.
Justice is not fair.
It is so fucking unfair.
I sink into my quiet. Agreeable. Silence. No more.
I will not let my story be unheard. When stories are blowing up everywhere.
I did not know that I had a choice.
I did not know that I mattered.
I did not know that I could be angry.
I am angry.
Well. I am pissed. Actually.
I use periods. To broadcast. My tight-lipped rage.
I am more bitter than unsweetened lye.
I am so basic that I will melt your skin into a pink and purple froth.
I had dreams. Once.
I had aspirations. Once.
I cared about my future. Once.
I cared about my voice. Once.
You made me stop caring about my body.
You made me stop dreaming.
You made me stop thinking.
You shut me up.
You plastered a smile on my face.
You ignored my wet eyes.
You ignored my heavy heart.
You crushed my desire to live.
You crushed my desire to live like a cat crushing the skull of a blue bird.
My hallow-boned screaming heart did not stand a chance against your sharp crushing jaws.